Griselda Suarez
Griselda Suarez
Abuelita’s cocina
El sol burns the earth and makes the cobbled path hot
I sit at the table-Room for six, sink and stove
Its sunlit walls blind me and once green door, older than I welcome
Roasted red chile peppers and salt in stone mortar –
molcajete centerpiece
Skin sticks to plastic covered chairs and couches
A diaphanous cloud of smoke hovers en la cocina
Crackles and snaps of lard sauté on the casuela
My fingers like clothespins over my nostrils
Vacas graze the brittle grass plains
Passing by the window coming home to la casa de adobe
Wait for abuelita frying manteca beans to stand by me
Sweet grass braids of plata down her back
Celestial blue silk reboso with the estrellas around her dry -clay
face. Orange blossoms bouquets out of her pores.
Ode to My Ancestors
Blood travels to Mictlan
past veils of our Mother’s
entraňas
into desert of reclaimed
footsteps
Sitting on a sun-dried chair
smoking mirror
cheap tobacco
guardian of our house
general of manteca
skin-colored coffee
releasing steam
gazing at thirst desert plains
rain falls
greeting her storm
Tall mango tree
standing on land of lakes
zempasuchitl fields in your pupils
deer eyes
revolución arms at hip
pan fingers
leche teeth
ride spirit horse
at morning eye
rub Spaniard stubble
tickling fawn cheeks
Woven hair of butterfly silk
piel dipped in mole
gold smiles dangle your lobes
listening to brewing pot
breathing
fire to comal
palms conceives corn meal
spanked into tortilla worlds
Feathers hide under your reboso
taking flight in dreams
metate hands build sweet cakes
blend herbs from bosom garden
heal hemorrhage of bordered land
womb thrice emptied
thirteen breads rose in your oven
Paloma songtress
keeping our song
beating
Griselda Suarez currently teaches writing and literature at Cal State Long Beach University in the Chican@/Latin@ Studies Department. She lives with her wife of 3 years or depending how you count, 10 in lesbian years. She was born in unincorporated East Los Angeles. She currently co-facilitates Café Cultura, an event that celebrates of art, music and performance. Her most recent work will be published in fall 2008 and will appear in Sinister Wisdom: Latina Lesbian poets. To keep her inspired, Griselda enjoys meditating over warm suds and dirty dishes. And if timing is right, you can catch her reenacting her Quinceañera and reading books on how to become a Mexican calendar girl.